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Emergence Art Stream

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EDIT: STREAM OFFLINE, THANKS FOR EVERYONE WHO DROPPED BY <3


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Saki Art Stream 1

I'll stream publicly now, at 11AM EDT American Time / 17:00 CEST German Time (^0^)

I will draw Fanart of the Manga Emergence/Metamorphosis/177013 by ShindoL. Since I read it I couldn’t stop thinking about it so I hope to express my admiration for this dark story with an Illustration. Despite the source material this stream will be SFW.

I don't know how long I'll stream, but I’ll give a message here when it’s over!

Music will be on.

Mic will be on (probably).

I will answer questions.

I am a bit nervous but I hope a few people will drop by! See you then!


RULES

- Please be friendly! Let's make this chat fun for everyone.

- You may post Links but always write where and to what they lead. If it's NSFW then please say so!

- Talk about anything you want, as long as it doesn't provoke a fight, it offensive or I ask you to drop the subject.

- Chat will be in English & German.

- If someone makes Languages Mistakes do not make fun of them! Not everyone's Native Language is English or German.

- No Advertising or Selling.

- Sharing your Art Sites & Pictures is allowed, but don't spam them.

- I will review your Art or give tips if asked to.

- I do not do requests, only commissions, however if you suggest something that overlaps with my interests I might draw it.

- Feel free to ask Questions!


FAQ

- If I don't answer you, I'm not ignoring you, I probably just didn't see it. Just Cap your Question and ask again.

- I'm working with a Cintiq 12WX and Clip Studio Paint

- I don't use particular brushes or textures and can't link them to you.

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Back from Nirvana

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Hi everyone (^0^)/

As the title suggests: I’m back online^^

And before I hit you with long-winded reasons and stories I want to first say that I’m sorry. Sorry for just vanishing, not keeping in contact with my friends here and on other online sites and not even leaving a quick post to show that I’m still alive. I felt incredibly guilty for this and not responding to messages and soon enough didn’t log into my websites anymore at all, even though I missed my friends.


So what did I do while being offline for the last… 1 ½ years?
Not much really. I had planned to sort out my life since, as many of you know, I suffer from a bipolar disorder, social anxiety and other smaller health issues. However isolating myself did not help me improve and instead made things worse, as one actually could have guessed. Instead of having more time to learn and draw I ended up with bad episodes, not communicating much at all for months and at the same time convincing myself that everything will improve if I just try a little harder.


Finally, a few weeks ago, I had a moment of epiphany. I can’t and don’t want to keep living like this, I have to change something. So now I’m on a new medication, am going back to therapy and most importantly want to reconnect with my friends and acquaintances online and offline!

It still took me quite a bit of time and courage to write all this down, especially since I don’t want to make it sound like I’m trying to gain sympathy or pity or even use this story for attention.

I just want to tell those who care the truth in as few as possible paragraphs. To have this out of the way, for them and for me.


Yes… I think that is it. I will write some personal messages to try and start talking and communicating again with everyone I missed (and actually feel confident enough writing an unprompted message) <3 If I don’t write you always feel free to strike up a convo! I either forgot because I’m very scatter brained on my new meds or chances are even higher that I was too shy, haha^^”

Every message means the world to me, but if you don’t feel like writing or even answering that is totally fine too of course, after all I’ve been gone for so long!

I’ll start writing messages and answers tomorrow, this post sadly already took all my energy and courage to make and post plus it’s already late.

So see you tomorrow!


Love you all! ♡

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A quick update

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Hey everyone!
I've been very absent from the whole Internet and only explained myself on Twitter, so if you wanna know what's going on just take a quick look there.

This however is about my oncoming Birthday
Like on my other platforms where I have friends I just wanna leave a quick message for them here:
After debating with myself for a long time I decided to not celebrate my birthday this year.
I usually love it, it is easily my favorite date of the year but my depression and the mourning over the suicide of my friend simply makes it impossible to prepare the party or even welcome guests.
I'm very sorry for this.
Since two of my friends already asked if they could still give me a present: You really don't have to, after all you will need the money for Christmas too.
But if you still decide to get me something I'd be absolutely happy and very grateful. I made a small Amazon List. It is mostly for my family but I can't get myself to make another one.
Beside it as always I love selfmade things, everything calm and glowy, Universe Aesthetic, Game&Series Merch like Bioshock, Portal, Pokemon, Tales of, etc and of course everything you put thought into. Here is the List: www.amazon.de/registry/wishlis…
Again, you really don't have to give me anything.If you do make sure to give me you address so I can get you something too.
Have fun this Christmas Season! I will be back to you sometime 💝
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Tagged! I Am It!

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Gallery | RagnART | +Watch ME | Note ME

I was tagged by :iconkururu-pon: ^0^
Sooo, I guess here I go >w<

Rules:
1. You must post these rules
2. Each person has to share 10 facts about themselves
3. Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for 10 you tag
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons in YOUR journal
5. Go to their page and inform them that they have been tagged by you
6. Not something like "You are tagged if you read that"
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people
8. No tag-backs
9. You can't say that you don't do tags
10. You MUST make a journal entry



MY 10 FACTS:
1. I often sing while drawing
2. I will sing annoyed and stupid on purpose if things don't go my way though
3. Usually I listen to one song on repeat. Not just while drawing but always. I do this until I find a new song I like or until I hate that song
4. I love to cook new things however after cooking I often don't have the energy to eat what I cooked
5. I have two bunnies, named Honey and Sweet
6. My mom has three Guinea Pigs, named Mimi, Maya & Mogli, I also care for them sometimes
7. My family owns one dog named Tessi, she is 13. We also had a Beagle dog named Charlie, he died on March 12th my mothers Birthday. We still miss him a lot!
8. We will get a Beagle Puppy this summer. Just one dog is just too strange!
9. We can't decide on a name for the Puppy yet! I would like to call her Ellie, Leslie or Pixie
10. I'd love to own a cat too but I guess I have to wait until I have my own apartment uxu


Questions from my tagger:

1. What do you do for fun outside of art/drawing?
Gaming! ^0^ I love to play all kind of genres >w< I also play the piano, tend to the animals, Write RPs and just generally surf the Internet.

2. What do you like to cook? or what do you like to have cooked for you?
I like to cook pretty much everything! But I especially things where I make things out of dough, like pizza, bread, these kinda things uwu
I like it when my dad makes Spaetzle for me ^0^

3. What are your thoughts on Violence in video gaming? Think they cause people to be violent themselves?
No. In fact I had this subject in school and there is no reason to believe this. I DO however believe that people with violent tendencies are drawn to violent Video Games. But they are only a small percentage of all gamers.

4. Do you play games? If so, what?
... Oh God, please don't ask. Everything that has an interesting story, characters, aesthetic or storytelling and fresh ideas, no matter how old or what genre the game is!
My favs are the Portal series (because of the dialogue writing), the Bioshock Series (Because of the Setting, the ideas and the Story telling) & the Tales Games~ (because of the Characters).

5. What is the biggest problem/challenge you face lately?
My whole life is a challenge, haha |D
Um, I guess drawing flowers? I just tried it again today, I just can't orz

6. What do you wish there was more of in the world?
Understanding. I think if people were more understanding of each other life could be a lot more pleasant.

7. Do you read? if so, what sort of books/articles do you like?
I read a lot! It's kinda a part of my life since forever uwu Again I read everything but I like Sci-Fi and Fantasy Novels most! Also I like Tutorial Books! Like about Writing or Drawing or Organizing ^0^

8. Tell me something unusual about yourself?
Eh? Umm... I would like to be friends with most people I meet but I am too shy to try |D

9. What is a unique talent you have?
I am very patient when I actively do something (like drawing) but I am super impatient when I have to wait for something! Is that a talent? Being patient?

10. What is the first thing you find yourself shopping for?
Art Supplies! Always Art Supplies x_x



Questions for my tagged:
1.  If one of your stories would be made into some kind of series what kind would you choose (i.e. Manga, Comic, Movie, Series, Cartoon, Game, etc.)
2. Do you like something all of your friends don't like or don't care about and you have no one to talk about it? If so then what?
3. Tell me ur fav Meme!
4. What is your favorite AU?
5. If you could change your real name would you do it? If so how would you name yourself?
6. What is your favorite flower/plant?
7. If you could witness an historical event without being in any danger, what would you like to see?
8. What project (art wise) did you want to start for some time but didn't have the courage/time to do?
9. If you could be inside a Video Game without getting harmed which would you like to join?
10. What song always makes you sing along! (Link pls!)


Tag:
:icontulpen-teufel: :iconfactitioustruth: :iconyveo: :icongehirnkaefer: :iconunu-nunium:
:iconlaitma: :iconrisupon: :iconnudelherz: :iconchaoticshan: :iconjooliejoon:

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Welcome to Kyrat Layer by Layer Speedpaint Video

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Note Me | Gallery




This is the Layer by Layer Process of my Picture 'Welcome to Kyrat' which I drew as a Poster/Print for Dokomi and the following Conventions.
You can see the finished Picture here:
yutaki.deviantart.com/art/Welc…
Or here: www.facebook.com/Artist.Yutaki…

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